have...to...cut...

Does anyone else go through this? I have been trying to grow my hair out for a while now... I had permed it straight for the beginning of school and then several months later when I looked ridiculous with curly curly roots and stick straight ends I permed it back curly. And of course now it doesn't look as long as it did, and I just don't think my hair grows past my shoulders. So I want to cut it back to when I had an awesome almost wedge style cut because the cut I had when it was straight makes me have the *gasp* pyramid style so all I do with it is wear it in a ponytail. blah. I'm afraid that it won't look the same since it's permed, not natural, but I have this nagging feeling that I don't look good with, nor am meant to have long hair.... help :'(

What??? I wasn't talking about perming my hair again?? I was talking about my hair not growing past my shoulders and cutting it again. The only question I had about permed hair was that if it would look the same since it's permed curl right now, not natural like it was. I guess I don't understand your reply.