QuoteReplyTopic: i cut my hair to the skin.... Posted: February 03 2006 at 8:58am
Ok, I can laugh now, But back in spring of 2003, I was depressed.
So instead of trying to kill myself(that came later) I took a fisckers scissors, and bagan snipping away at my hair till I resembled Sinead O'conner. Granted I felt liberated(for 24 hours) then I panicked and bought a long blonde wig, which looked nice, at first, then it looked fake, at home! UGH! LOL, So anyway, I still had a boyfriend(even though he was ajerk. Plus I attened Family summer parties, and even Church looking like that. I know I had some guts, but I felt ashamed too.
I was so grateful by fall of 2003 when my hair was growing into a feminine pixie cut.
If I ever need Chemotherapy for cancer, I'll get a huge tatoo, on my head, might as well have fun, right?
I feel like a star, or maybe a winner, or just grateful, I survived my wrath on my hair, and those terrible suicide attempts(not fun).
But I'm stronger in my Christian beliefs(if you will).
I repect and Love not only myself, but all people, Thank God!
I have Bi Polar disorder, so I can understand the mood swings too.
I try to always give people the benefit of the doubt, even if I is hard too at times. I'm sensitive, therefore I try to be sensitive towards others too.
Plus I'm newly turned 35yr.s, and I'm happy with my life, but I know I'm still a work in process, I give the glory to God always,Thanks,...Katie ;)
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