obsessed with short hair

Hi, I'm Tammy,

My hair is past my shoulders for for the first time in 27 years and all I can think about is cutting it short. I'm almost obsessed with it, it's all I think about. I have had short hair before, but this time I want to go from very long to very short in one fell swoop. The thought of watching as my long locks are cut short puts butterflies in my stomach. I would really like to donate to locks of love. I have gone as far a sectioning my hair off into 6 ponytails so they could get maximum length from me. I'm still need 2 or 3 inches to meet the 10" length requirement. I think it would be exciting to watch as each ponytail was cut off close to my scalp, I would even like to cut them off myself, I think it would be so liberating. Am I crazy??? Does anyone else have fanticies about this??   I know I won't be happy till I do cut it, it's not a question of "if" I'll do it, it's "when " will I do it???  Tammy