Addy's Hair Journal!

 

My Boy had his own special place on the couch just like Casey and now Ava does.  Towards the end though he laided on the floor because his hips were going bad.   I loved this Boy so much, he took a piece of my heart when I gave him back to the Lord. 

 

 

He had a foot fetish

He was a really sweet boy.  He would never hurt anyone and was as playful as all get out.  Here he is on the couch wrestling with ds.

Zachary loved us and we loved him!

I'll never forget his sweet face. 

He laid here by my feet so many times. 

It's hard to believe when I took this pic, I'd have less than a year with him left. 

 

This was taken last summer.  It was our last summer. 

This is where he laid.  He got a good shot of the front door so no one could just walk into his house.  He could make ya want to sh*t yourself if you knocked on the door!

We were goofin around in this pic.  We always did. 

 

One of his favorite games was to chase you snarling around the table after your feet.  He played with my brother like that til he begged me to make him stop cuz he was tired and Zachary wasn't done.  I told Big Boy to get him and my brother would run again!

 

My Boy would never hurt anyone.  He never did.  He pleased me to no end.  I miss him so much.  He was so sick in his last week with me, it broke my heart to see him in so much pain and I was the only one that could stop it and make him feel better even though it killed me inside. 

 

I laid beside my Boy the night before and wept like a baby on him.  I just cried and cried.  I'll never forget it because the pain is still there for me.  He was ready.  When he looked at me, I could see in his eyes he was telling me he couldn't take it much more. 

 

On March 4th, 2009 DH and I carried him on his blankie and put him in the bed of the truck and I took him to see his doctor.   We laid quietly on the floor in the exam room and I pet him.  I told him what a good boy he was to me and told him I loved him so much.  The girl came in and gave him a sedative and she left.  She came back 10 minutes later as Zachary and I laid on the floor and started his IV.  As soon as she injected his medicine he passed away before he could get it all.    She got up as I sobbed on him and left me ther for a 1/2 hour.  I just cried and told him how sorry I was. 

 

I had him cremated.  

 

Losing a dog is just as bad as losing a child.  I felt like I lost my son that day.  I know I will have to lose Piss and Ava some day.  It's so hard when you love them so much and know they are with you for a short time but the time they have spent with me is worth the heart ache in the end because I know when I die I will be met by my dogs on the other side. 

 

God has a special place for them and I know He has a special place for me too!

 

 

I am starting another round of Miconizole Nitrate.  That my friend is Monistat aka coochie cream.    You just put a little on your scalp and rub it in until the whole scalp is covered. 

 

I don't know of anything else but those 3 things. 

 

Hey paper, I am so stoked!  It's been so long!  I'm very happy looking at my hair now, knowing I'm on my way!

 

I was looking at my hemline this morning and guess what?!!!!!!!  I am finally at BSL!  OMG, I couldn't believe my eyes this morning!  I was so freaking excited!  It not only touches my bra strap, it goes past it a lil bit!  Another month and I'll be way past it!  I can't tell you how happy I am!   It's been two long years in Aug since my hair has been this long!  I am finally back to where I was before getting hacked to death!

 

I should measure my hair though.  My original goal was 30"...  I betcha I'm sneaking up on it!  I'll update a lil later on that.   I hope to be waist by Dec 31st 2009!   

 

I wore my hair in a french braid today since I was going to be cleaning at work.  I didn't even bother to wet it down.  I just braided and oiled the ends with EVOO.  My hair loves it!

 

I had major tangles yesterday from wearing my hair through the back hole of my fav Steelers hat.  I was riding in the car a good bit with the windows down though so that's the reason.  I didn't even bother coming it out and will CO today before work! 

 

Gotta go take ds to summer school and then to work!