Hair Obsessed!

You have a hair fetish. Which is not a big deal, however you can't let it take over your life. I would suggest telling your girlfriend. Chances are, she might have an idea that you do anyhow. Who knows...she might indulge you in your fantasy???

In the meantime, if it's all you can think about, why not buy a video of haircutting from a reputable site.

It's a harmless fetish, as long as you keep it that way.

My two cents.

Any interest that causes negative impact on your life and you can't stop it MUST be addrested. You need to see a doctor if you can't stop it on your own. Indulging it will only make it worse. Try to make small improvements if you can. For instance... if you spend 3 hours a day on line... try to get off after 2:45 Anything to improve, then build on that.

appreciate the help from everyone
seems like good advice

I have a definite hair obsession, with short-haired women and the process by which they are made. My obsession probably isn't to the same extent as yours, but it's similar. I do have obsessive thoughts about cutting, and sometimes spend a lot of time on hair sites. I always thought I was the lone freak who was into these things before I looked it up online and found out there were whole communities.
I think having a hair obsession and fetish is all right to an extent. If you spend hours looking it up every day, feel compelled against your will to cut your (or someone else's) hair, or get to the point of feeling compelled to steal the hair of strangers (I've actually heard of people who did this), then it's a problem. You should probably try to learn some control over the fetish, whether by yourself or through counselling. If you try the self-help route, maybe just try to distract yourself with something else whenever you feel the urge to do something you know you probably shouldn't. Like try looking up something else whenever you feel the urge to look for hair sites, or doing some other hobby like painting or writing whenever you feel the urge to cut hair.
Depending on your personal level of obsession, this may or may not be any help, though.

Well said Headboy.
I like tall, athletic, somewhat masculine women, and I like shoulder length bobs or long hair on women. My girlfriend likes petite, feminine women like myself.
On myself I like to wear short and long hair but I am wearing it short these days.
We all have our preferences or fetishes.

I've thought about becoming a hairdresser, but I can't decide if it's a good idea or just a creepy one. I can't help thinking how much it would creep me out if I got a fetishist as a stylist. I mean, I'm all for people loving their jobs, but loving it that much seems just a little too much. . .