aseya, believe me, rejection by this company is nothing..you seem to have a good head on your shoulders, plus, you're passionate about your work. if they can't see that, then THEY have a problem, not you.
I do sense that you have so much conviction, that when you do get hired by a company that you like, your passion, and creativeness will make the competition take notice.
Take that break for now, aseya, but when you come back, use that energy from the rejection to energize your strategy. You're going to be just fine!! Believe in yourself, and you'll break down doors that you didn't think possible. 