Looking for single woman with long hair around Lou

 

51 year old male is seeking female... which is actually open even though it will never happen... and believe me... I am lonely but see this type of stuff as completely stupid...

 

I have no car that can get beyond Galena Illinois.  Two, I am a basket case... with anxiety and depression... so don't expect any long trips.  Marriage is questionable since it never worked out for me and I am still licking my wounds from trying so hard for a beautiful relationship... because I have anxiety and depression and I was not good enough for her...

 

My loveable daughter can't see me because I am too gutless to see her with a 1987 car that breaks down ever moment I have so the love of my life... the only love I had never had to work for but came instantainously in the form of nurturing and self-less love is 160 miles away...

 

Yet, I understand her own anxiety because she is too scared to come to me.  And, would never ask her of such a horrible task.  So my own love of her creates loneliness that I can't argue with.

 

So, in any personals, we have too aspects... the good and the bad...

 

The bad:

 

Anxiety and depression:  you would have to live with it.  Any new situations would create anxiety and because I can't do that depression follows.  You would have to live with it.  And all the hardships that would follow.

 

Positive stuff.  Well I do listen to everyone I meet.  I am not quick to anger.  If you have a problem, I do listen and try my best to find a solution.  If you have kids, I have always been good with them.  Kids to me are the gifts of GOD and I would do anything to.. ANYTHING to keep them safe or help them... there is a lot about me in this area I can not say... but, most people would see it as just... not worthy of attention...anyways...  But most peole are thinking about themselves... and...

 

I am just like the person you would meet down the street... the guy with baggage up to his head when he wheres it... and this is why I do not like personals.

 

I hope you do better than me... and I hope you can gert through personals with out a negative note... but I just do not see it as such... so... good luck to you all... for I know everyone has baggage... Even my future wife if she would ever exist... but I do not have my hopes up high... I have already come to terms with my own loneliness