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This evening I recieved an email asking me to read the posts. My friend felt I needed to. I guess it was very important to my friend and as friend I felt it wouldn't torture me if I did for that person only. I am glad I did because some things need to be said.I believe that Karen and Jeff has put in their whole heart in this stie and for this reason I feel that I need to post this last message. I truely understand the amount of time , energy etc that you both put in. I don't want this to be left the way it was so please understand everyone that is concerned about all this that I am trying very hard to put across my message. Karen and Jeff I am sincere when I say I understand your effects as I am preparing for a web site but it won't be about hair. So I am not advertising.I was very wrong with some comments and also some of my other comments weren't really understood. which really hurt me because in everyday life I am well repected and liked.So I found out on this site that I seem to be a terrible email poster . I do much better in an exclusive type of site or in life when people can hear my voice , hear me laugh and I can study their eyes. A lot of the misunderstanding on this board about my messages were because you don't know me. You might have been shock if you actually met me because I am probably the opposite of some of your thoughts. I am actually a nice person that is people-oriented. I am told that all the time and I wrote a test today and it shown up that I am people-oriented.I am not a shallow human being.. I am very much a human being that understand emotions, lifes and is always learning. That appreciate seniors for their wisdom and I live life to the fullness.My favorite story is called the Gift of the Magi and not long ago I posted something about that story on the long hair site.To Steven C. I don't want you to go on in life thinking that I was pissed off with you. I was frustrated because you seen to think I am so shallow and I am not. I think we had this Mars , Venus thing going on between us.I do think it is so great that you write poems about your wife. More men should be romantic that way.This site is a very nice site for the information that it gives and I am not knocking the site . I am trying very hard with my words so please please for some of you try to hear my words.I realiized for a while that I don't really belong here not becuase of the site but because I don't have a need to discuss color, shampoos etc. I have a greater need for a site that talks about justice, society etc. We all are diffirent.I was touched yesterday as somone emailed and said that he really likes my posting and he will miss me.I get mail like that everyday. There was one day I had 30 messages all saying about the same thing.I am a marketing person and that tells me that there is a need for site that discusses things and life issues. Who knows maybe I am a person that should start something like that. Maybe you STeven C and others should start a site that welcome all kinds of topic like poems . I would love to see someone create a site like that. A site that one can post poems, music, topics about books, fashion etc.I felt frustrated because I am very creative and I wanted to express the beauty of long hair. I didn't want to discuss shampoo or advice. I wanted to be expressive because I have a passion for long hair.To everyone that enjoys this site I am sorry for my mistake. I should have realized that I needed to create or go somewhere else as there is no room for someone like me that wants to be very expressive. I have an artistic side to my nature.Thank you for your time and I am really not coming back. Maybe one day Karen and Jeff might expand and have this room and I would come back but as it sits I don';t have a need. I am not saying anything about this site. I am just being honest by saying I don't have a need.
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