Okay all. I`ve been doing some serious thinking lately. For the past two years I have been trying to grow my hair out. It`s now about 2 inches below my shoulders and is pretty fine and thin. It grows on the slow side too. I love having long hair and it`s a security blanket for me and want it to grow as long as it can go. The problem is that sometimes I look at pictures and I think it looks so scraggily and stuff. I don`t know if I`m using too heavy of stuff or if it`s hit it`s limit. I used to have it halfway down my back when I was younger but my eating habits have changed and I think my hair has changed too. I`m trying everything but even for work I usually tie it back in a pony tail or just the top half because fixing it takes some much effort for me such as blowdrying and curling it. I don`t like to do that stuff anyways because of the damage. So anyways, after I`ve rambled a bit, what I`m in the process of doing is deciding to get it cut or just kepe trying to grow. I have a hair appt. for next tuesday for a trim and if I decide I might just get it done then. It would be because I`m graduating from college and will be looking for jobs plus the maintenance would be easier. I just don`t know. I just wish I had thicker hair so it would be easier to maintain and handle when it`s longer. See my theory was to grow it now while I`m young and can pull it off(maybe) and then cut it when I get older because I know I`ll have to anyways with the texture of my hair combined with age. It`s never been above my shoulders except for once but I`m afraid that`s the route I`m slowly heading. Just wish it didn`t have to end this way. I`ve tried everything.
Traci
The Queen of Corn
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A wish is a desire without any attempt to attain its end.
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